You don't get to choose how you're going to die
you just need to move one day at a time,
You can only decide how you're going to live Life.
Yes I know I have a strong silent Attitude
But that is just the way I am;
I am my own Queen in my own Dreams
This is the way I want my words to be,
So never judge me
I let God take that lead you to see
Because you are no better than me.
The size of my shoes are seven and I didn't say eleven
for God is in Heaven;
I do walk like a Queen with my own Attitude,
See You could never wear my shoes
nor would I ever have or want you to,
I express my own free will how I see it, so beat it.
You come around acting like some crazy clown
with a new Attitude...
You say you know my pains
you say it's all one Big game
Don't pretend you know what I feel,
Don't act as you have always been there by my side in Life
You say you don't like my ways;
Well good, because I never ask you in the first place
if you like me, or not so get off my back,
Over the years, time in my Life has given me Tears
But with Time I became the Queen of me;
Love and Hate is the power of choice
this is what the world handed down to me,
I am my own Queen of my own Attitude
I am Woman who is face adversity
I embrace my Life in my own way
God-given me a heart and I breathe the air of Life
So move on and let me Live.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery