I'm sinking again and I don't know where you are. I need you to be here; to keep me safe in your arms and tell me it's all going to be okay. I need you to stop me drowning; I can't drown again. I'm isolating, my head screaming '*******' to anyone who isn't you. I need your voice to whisper to me, to pull me out of the dark so that I can drown in your arms instead.