I wake up on a golden beach, relaxed. In the surging neon plenty of a reveling metropolis that can’t wait to leave yesterday behind, I cheerfully embrace the warmth radiating from my chest.
And I dance with the ghosts of Chiba, Chiba.
Sipping in the Chiba sun. Hacienda, cheaper *** than anywhere, I don't care. I'm sleeping with my boss's wife and leave her on a beach at night. Disheveled, drunk, and sickly high. Delve deep into bohemian life.
Chinese cigarettes, imported; Rice cakes, ginger tea, and pork chops; *** fights in deserted courtyards; Betting thousands, deal out more cards; Go all in and ditch the loan sharks.
My cat with laryngitis and only one eye keeps watch as OD-Girls doze off and die, Choking on puke and the air of a city that runs low on love and the last fumes of pity. Odds stacked against me for as far as I can see.
Hookers greet me, pimps compete with me; My number one is fifteen and smells sweetly; I make 'em pay dearly; I move house yearly; I come home to 8-ball freakouts weekly; Adrenalin shots in ghostly veins run freely. Running lonely in bodies so completely riddled with pain that is too much to take and too little to ****. I'll decide when I've had my fill.
I wake up on a purple beach, paralyzed. In the burning neon excess of a frenzied metropolis that can’t wait to burn through its own circuits, I hopelessly fight back the acidic swell in my throat.