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Jun 2020
Listen I'm sorry for being me
I was raised as a unloved stray if u can't see
They say it's me but all I see is it being  just what they say
Which is it gets better one of those days
So I asked the voices in my head to control my different personalities
I just wish for my brain to be truly free
I don't mean to look like that my face expressions are overrated
I'm the girl they rarely like or the one they hated
Ahead of time I say that I am sorry for being me
But I am trying to get a hold of the same person who I used to be
But it's so hard because I am so broken
The love I give is not what I receive but it's never spoken
What I do I don't mean to frustrate you or make u feel as if u don't wanna be
I'm just trying to figure me out every part and at no fee
I am trying to not be a problem but I guess I always will be
But I can only say I'm sorry for being me
I don't have the best communication sometimes I talk before I think
The way I been raised as a sacrifice really stinks
Nobody really understand what I mean but be patient and it will reveal
Some times a broken heart takes a little longer to heal
I know that My self esteem is no longer where I used to be
But Listen I'm so sorry for being me
I lost myself over the time for everything I went through all alone
Now the love for myself is completely all gone
If I am everyone's problem then okay just let me be
But just know that I am really sorry for being me.
Satandra Asberry
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Satandra Asberry  31/F/Las Vegas
(31/F/Las Vegas)   
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