I'm lost
I'm in a crowd so I guess that's why I feel lost....
....No.....
This feeling is not of one who's voice is faint and can't be heard cause of the crowd
But I'm really lost
I'm lost in my dreams
And every struggle to find my path brings back memories that I buried
And....really.... I'm lost
I hear his voice even in my dreams
The weight of his hands tore into my will and made it broken
I can still feel the lust in his face when he pulled out of me and poured his sticky liquid on me
That feeling of satisfaction he had ruined my path
I tried so hard to forget but his voice still shouts "I know you want it to baby...... enjoy it........" And even though he is so far from me now I hear it loud and clear every day
He stole mother's words from me
I'm sorry I thought you wanted it also, you just needed a little push....."
A little push he called it
A little push
That hunts me so bad
And leaves me at the mercy of
LOST....TO BE FOUND.
              -#say no to ****#
               -PEARLSPOEMS