I wish i had a lot of strength,
When strength was all
that I needed to have.

I always knew I was a loser,
losing was the worst
habit some1 could have.

But I could just swim in the ocean,
Because I have had
Tried to get myself died.

You  came closer when i was broken,
When i truly needed
to feel littile privileged.

I was Improperly civilized
But you kept pushin me
Until i got almost ahed.

I really felt embarrased,
But the things  you felt
When you got my bagofweed.
It was nothing wrong in it,
Its because of the society
You are forced to believe in it.

I had many bad habits and
I know them ol you hated,
I became ol you disliked
You knew that I was a man lonely,
Everything just gets me bored,
You tried played with me,
You thought My life was set fired.
You and I, both was dumb,
When we thought that
We got all that we wanted.
I never thought about my strengths,
I never saw past my fears,
You're smart enough you made
Me face em ol at once in one go.
I never knew what I actually needed,
But I felt the need when I saw you go
Your tears made me broke down
You were somebody I always asked for
You taught me I would never get
Something that I really wanted,
Because you're trying to make
For things that you always wanted.

I laughed at the reason you gave me,
Bcs you don't got what you wanted
You denied to gimme somtin I needed,
I wished to have some strength
Because patience was all,
that I needed to have.