I found peace spending time with you: The one that was evading me for a while; One that I had forgotten; Finally, I discovered its existence.
Now that you have moved; thousand of miles away... I feel what you meant to me... I knew we two were like the banks of river.. may be close but never meant to be together...
I am thankful that you made me realize That I can fall in love again with someone; Enjoy someone’s company so much That I will carrying her in my memory all the time…. I know there’s nothing serious between us: Still why does this heart weave your dreams; Sinking me deep inside the ocean of memory. Now, that your thought has entrenched like a root in my mind: now that i have trapped you inside my memory Neither i can let you go nor cherish your company. I tried to forget you but to no avail; I doubt even that is possible at all.
Now that I must live like this, Until I will find someone to replace your thought. I wish this episode to pass much sooner….
I hope when the storm of sorrow blows, I can have your memory to soothe my pain. I hope when I am scared in loneliness, I can cherish those beautiful moments we spend together.
oh cruel lord, if you can't let me be with her in my real life, at least don't wake me up from my dreams when i am with her.