Don’t let this ruin your night. You can’t control it, you never could control it, and that’s the reason why you went crazy.
Don’t go back to being that girl who lets her sadness define her.
The pain isn’t going to go away overnight and you know that is why it is 2am and you are still awake.
You have so many people in your life who love and support you. I’m sorry that the one person who should be there isn’t. It’s not your fault and I wish I could make it stop. I wish love could make people better but it can’t.
Don’t let this ruin you. You have to remember how strong you are capable of being because you have to get through this. Somehow. I wish it was easier. I’m sorry.