How are you feeling my dear?
you look so peal
you look like hell
The day has had its way with both of us
you don't do as I command
so get full punishment
oh, I've gone out of my way to make you stay
you will never be free of me
you think you feel the pains of me
Oh, grad doll you haven't seen anything yet
I cry out why do you make me feel like this
pain I'm feeling as I am going to die
I was a fool to think someday you could ever love me
and just maybe you would come around
and see the pain you are putting me in
but that is what you love
I'm not thinking that about you
I don't want to ever be like you
Because you see at one time I loved you
but now I see you are not what you seem
You are my mystery to me
Sometimes I just want to scream
but that would do me no good
I am your ragdoll you like to play with
I think you should just go away
please take your hands off of me
I don't want your nasty kisses
you are drunk and mean
There's no necessity for you to stay
please just go away
next time you come around my way
forget it I don't want to play
then you slapped me on my face
just to see me cry
then you tell me your sorry
you don't want to fight
then you promise tomorrow will be better
just wait and see when he puts me back into his head.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery