one day
wake up
realize
wounds that
once crippled
dont sting so bad
and cuts
sworn to bleed out
all have scabbed

the sun has
risen
and its a
new day
for the first time
in eternities
sunlight reaches eyes
and strikes
numb
the pain

body's grown cold
heart's grown old
everything that went wrong
finally
no longer matters
but there is a feeling of
uneasiness
of
uncertainty
emptiness
and looking back
wonder
was it worth it?

une personne me font peur de ce que je suis devenu