How come
the second you get good news
you turn around and turn your world to ****?
you aren't satisfied with happiness
because if your life isn't falling apart
you don't have an excuse to fall apart yourself.
you had everything laid out perfectly in front of you
and you turned your back on the future.
you turned your back on everyone who believed in you.
you turned your back on me.
was it not seven hours ago
when we were happy
celebrating your achievements
and the shinning hope of what the future holds.
I feel bad for writing this
because at this moment i don't know where you are
how you are
if you are
so if this is my farewell,
then know this:
Though you may have not seen anything meaningful in your life
I did.
I'm just sorry I couldn't show it to you.