The life I live is so hard, with all the people that distract me from the one I love most.
God what and why is it that I make these dumb choices above my own mind.
I know I've tried and tried to forget those memories but all I can do is thank about them and want to do more dumb stuff.
God if you are real can you help me
can you stop this habit that I can never break
will you help me gain faith in the holy spirit god
I want to forget all the memories that I wish I had never made
because I have a confession to make
I have been the person that you wouldn't want me to be
the person that would go out and party, smoke, drink and have a good time with all my friends
when I woke up this morning I had a feeling I didn't want to do those things anymore
I just want to be able to hang on to my faith for you
if you're out there and can hear me can you help me
get through these hardships that I'm having
can you help me have the courage to be able to
let people know about you
to let them know about you
to let them be able to notice what is wrong from right
God will just hear me for what I had to say.