I stood so alone in eternal winters, My tears are like ice, my body dead within, every tear that drops hollow within. If I don't greet to see life shine ever again I will try to dream, It is my head When I meet Dark Angel was at a dance.  My drink he gave me was a spell of the coldness of his drug I suffer from anxiety from what he did to me, He dances the breath of life out of me and I never seen the daylight ever again. I worry what you might think of me If true love ever sees me ever again I won’t offer hope in my dream that I will see the light of truth again, my palms are sweaty and so scared that Dark  Angel is reading my mind again, I find it hard to concentrate when I feel Dark Angel rage of his darkness and pain of untruth. of his dark love, he has for me, the rain that never ends.
I feel like my heart is pounding like a drum when he comes running to see if I had turned to the light of what is right, I feel kind of numb with no hope at all to be saved, the sun never came back and the moon doesn't shine as much. It’s like I'm fading fast in this sickness, by my lost grave, I crave no more pain.  I sight because that Is only a dream., His eye is always on me, lost souls dancing around with hate in their eyes. I feel like I might run maybe even jump, I feel a sense of dread of sadness of so many lies of dusty glooms. I wish I could crawl back in my bed and wash him out of my head. But I can’t. I wonder if he will ever understand my needs and wants just to be truly loved. I am trying to get better of controlling how I feel the next time I see him I will take a deep breath and ask him to change. With me, if he truly loves me, let us run free in the light of true love. I will tell myself there is nothing to fear if true love is near. I will do my best to greet him in the light of true love.  

- Judy Emery © 1987
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery