My Awaking hours are lost in you  
the twenty million billions of
stars shining on high all over the sky  
The moon holding on to every secret
that was ever made,  
The years have been passing like clock
work, but my heart holds on to the  
memories of you,  
I hold on to the picture of you  
You were only five when you were buried
It was so hard for me to ever truly  
say goodbye,  
This pain had almost taken me with you
but life pulled me back to keep on living
for the world to know about you,
So I put you in the sky where the stars
and the moon can shine upon you,
Why I have been trying to pull the stake
out of my heart,
Every night I look out my window just  
to see your beauty shine back at me  
I start talking to the moon all about you,
I want to say how much I miss you  
I love you so much my grandson  
My beautiful angel of this grandmas life  
Just know I will never say goodbye,
My waking hours wishing I could see you  
again oh how my emotions my heart tremble
my mind hearing you calling my name  
oh here comes the rain.

- Judy Emery © 2008
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

  
Lilly Emery
R.I.P My Grandson Jesse  Alvarez