I wake up alone and I always feel *****
Wondering when I’ll next feel alright
I pick up my phone to see when you were last online
And realise you’ve been talking to everyone else
whilst ignoring me for quite some time

I guess you think this is one big game
And you can have me whenever you want
Not arsed about all the pain you caused from before
You then have the nerve to tell me we’re both the same
And there’s nothing special about me anymore

I never rolled my eyes before I met you
At least no one pointed it out quite like you do
And now I’m self conscious and scared to be myself
That’s why I stare into space so emotionless
Hoping I don’t find a way to offend you for just one night
It shouldn’t be like this, should it?

I make mistakes because I’m human
And worry about the consequences later
But I can already tell that you’re fuming
Your nose is all scrunched up
And your fists are clenched
I used to find that cute
Until you kicked a hole in my garden fence
That was just ****** up
No matter how many excuses you scream in my face
I don’t like the taste
Isn’t it better if we just go our separate ways?

And to think
I spent so many nights
Conspiring of ways to make you mine
(What a waste, what a waste of time that was)