I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darkening dreams. They would have to see all that darkness they would have to feel all that pain from their own darken past.

The cuts that get deeper with time as life goes so does the pain that still reams, body aches, as so many tries tom look at my dislocated body parts if they were smart they would look the other way. And never walk my way to see if I was okay.

If they looked at me too closely they would find I am somewhere else my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall but when the tears fall to the ground, they would make a big sound like broken glass from the past and when I was to talk my voice would be sobbing with no words.

Silence would be all they would hear they would see something
was controlling me, taking over all my emotions lighting up my breath given extreme pain deep within, they will see they are going through the same pain. I know to keep all away from me if I can but things are starting to get way out of hand.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery