I'm screaming and waiting for someone to hear But nobody listens, in this room full of people Nobody cares, in this small, tiny world. Most of all, Nobody wants to.
Looking at this dark storm is too much to bear And I'm waiting for that crack of lightning Just to see if there's any such thing as light anymore Because there's no air for any fire.
Searching for all these answers I can't reach And I just don't know anything at all Because I'm far too young to experience this I mean, I'm only sixteen
I'm trying not to cry about how much I miss home But I think back and remember the smiles And how they're so far away now Just pacing out of my reach
I don't even know how to word my feelings anymore Just a scribble of jibberish on this keyboard Waiting for the night to end so the torture can resume Waiting for that final breath that'll never reach me
I'm just curled in this ball to find warmth Because outside this dark room is much more black The air is so thick with this sadness I wish I could fall through and forget it all
I've lost control because I don't know what's real anymore And these soft whispered words aren't reaching my mind Any melody is far too fast for me to handle This music haunts me to sleep.
Trying to restrain myself from this growing need I've lost track of everything rational Trying to return to the normal plane I'm supposed to be on Nothing physical makes sense anymore.
I'm trying to leave my mind here, in this place Something so familiar yet unrecognizable past this hurt I can't stay here much longer before I fade away completely I'm trying, I'm trying, just let me be.
I'm yearning for that comfortable feeling, Like when it was warm and happy, no sadness or scars Because this house isn't a home at all And I think I'm going insane.
I'm calling and nobody seems to hear nobody listens, in this room full of people Nobody cares, in this small world. and most of all, nobody ever wants to.