No matter what I do, or who I am surrounded by, I am still somewhat alone. Alone in my mind, alone in my soul.
Solitude is not so bad. It's when you are by your lonesome that you can truly reflect.
You think about could haves and should haves, regrets and mistakes. But you also think back to your happiest days--the ones you forgot to write about in your journal.
I walk down the empty sidewalks,hands deep in my winter jacket's pockets, and sit by myself at a park bench.