They say I should hate you
They say I should be so angry at you for all the pain you put me through
They say I deserve something exciting and new
They say I deserve to move on on as if it's an easy thing to do
but I don't hate you
and no, it's not because I am still hung up on you or because I am incapable of getting over you
I don't hate you because why would I give you the satisfaction?
Why would I allow you to carry any more of me than you already do?
I don't hate you because hating is tiring and I am already exhausted
I don't hate you because that would make all the good we had suddenly dissapear and then what would have been the point?
It's not because I can't because honestly, I could quite easily
I don't hate you because I don't want to