wish we never met there would be no need to cry me to sleep, wish I didn't give my heart to you at least it wouldn't be broken, wish I didn't love you this much at least I would be better with a lonely and peaceful mind, wish I didn't let myself down before you at least I would have assured myself, wish I dint text you this much, at least I would have learned to talk to myself, wish I never build the hope of being with you, together or not, at least my heart would never be afraid to build hope again, wish I should have stopped myself from falling for u, at least I would have never gotten hurt, but, even after many trials many sleepless nights many thoughts I still wake up smiling at your words, I guess we are better of being best friends than dividing apart, sometimes I am happy sometimes I am sad. I struggle every day to overcome my feelings, and the sad part is you don't even know them. wish you weren't just my best friend, or do I? now I'm not sure what I feel for you, I'm just going with the flow, and I don't know if this is making it worse or better, wish I had a chance to tell you all this. but in the end, it is better to end in good terms...and happy memories.