Beautiful cacophony budding up against my ears Sounds I've always been used to Fading beyond the horizon Looking up to the sky, seeing the colors of the ceiling Slowly drink the noise into eternal blue And rain smiles down upon my heart This strange world Painted in only one color Only coming once a year Paired with but a single sound I call it home today And I write in my diary of days How beautiful it stays I met myself here I said goodbye to myself here I'm sure that it will happen again All the same, but different All different, but the same My face has changed But my heart hasn't God, thank you for this moment When I get to see my family again Together Fighting like always, but They're all here Even if it is just for tonight Sometimes, I wonder where I'm going when I leave Or, if I might come back If I'll leave Maybe never come back I think, if I should jump into the sky after they're all gone Would it tell me it's been waiting for me? I know you can't hear me But. All the words I say Cut my lips into pieces of you I'm caught talking to myself Here, just for you And. Maybe you're far away from here And, maybe you're not You're always a happy thought That I'm reminded of This Thanksgiving I can't get enough No matter where you are I wander toward you Everyday before Everyday after And today, I know You say it's okay To rest far away. You are near.