i want the breeze to capture your voice from the long-distance somewhere in which your timid heart beats faster at another's sound.*
i dream about knowing you in the most delicate places and often my dreams are trees and landscapes that spread across my mind to reveal your magnificence and pure beauty and in these dreams i can not kiss you enough times to truly expose my feelings to you, whispering the softest of words in to your mouth so as to convince your poor smothered heart that i am the only one you will ever need. never quite gripping you tight enough i would search the sea that is your eyes in an attempt to unravel some kind of beautiful secret that you are hiding from the world and asking for a piece of you that the world has never seen before; all the while you would search the darkness in my eyes trying to uncover the pain i can't reveal to you because i am so terrified of failure and rejection and so very very terrified of you leaving without me. sixteen and already more tantalising than the women who surrounded him offering him a warm glass of tenderness and an 'i need you' in which he would drink down until he could love her enough to understand why she did this, trying to **** the thing on the inside and wondering why no man ever looked her in the eye when he said he loved her and still trying to figure out that when a man did say those words he had to drink seven shots and smoke a joint first and still trying to grasp the idea that he would say it more often if she gave him her naked body to own. escape with me oh sweet love and try to understand that when i have fallen in love with you i need the warmth of your chest to catch my head and i need your steady heart to beat with my own.
let us run through the edges of nowhere and try to decipher a meaning to life--