Did You?

I can no longer breathe without the regrets of pushing you away....

my eyes cloud up as my mind reveals our finest memories,

the little time that I had you to call mine.

I failed to inform you as much as I sought out to..

that you are the very thing that keeps me striving to move forward.

you are the very blood in my veins keeping me alive and breathing....

but I could not tell you this.

I could not let you know the things that I held inside,

in fear of rejection.

in fear that the words I longed to speak would push you further than the actions