Time has been wasted, I feel ashamed I kept you close and it was me I blamed Blamed myself for not giving more Blamed myself for being unavailable and more Our distance grew over many years I should have left sooner and shed some tears How ironic it is that I was so self absorbed It was your distance and lack of interest I should have observed It makes sense now the inability to repair You had a long term plan that you were unable to share Pretending day by day to be on my side But preparing for another, that you continue to hide Simply sad is all I can say Cloaking us as friends was part of your play Good luck with your life I wish you the best Itβs time to stop deceiving give it a rest Sheβs so sweet the people say So sweet so sweet, go away