They're back again.
I've used that line before,
But I can't help it.
They keep coming,
Keep trying to escape.
In my head, I scream,
Paralyzing them.
I think they're scared of me.
They know what is in my head.
The thought,
The wish,
To see myself dead.
I'm scared of me, too.
They try to run,
As I have done many times before,
But couldn't.
I can't let them escape,
Can't let them accomplish what
It is impossible for me to do.
They're all of the protection
I have against myself.
If they run, rain, fall,
And they don't come back,
I'll be empty.
Numb.