These last two months have to be hell for me, one being away from my one and only love of my life and our home. The second being my family getting hit by a drunk driver head-on, I went up north to Ohio to help them out because they needed me. I had to put my life, my plans to get my daughter back and getting a car for us since our transmission went out in our car.

It was hard being away from my one and only love of my life and our home together for these last two months, we talked every day, we video chatted and we would text and play games together. But I wanted to be home with him, to touch him, kiss him and make love with him.

Somedays I wanted to cry myself to sleep, scream my brains out, yell at the world over my pain and depression of being away from my one and only love of my life and our home. But I'm a strong woman who can keep calm, pretend that everything is Humpty dory and fake smile at my family and they don't even know that it's all a put on.

I did that a lot for the last two months pretending to be happy spending time with them, fake smile so they won't really know that I was miserable being there and I would pretend to like being with them. And all the while wishing I was going home and hoping that day was coming quickly, my family has a habit of trying to get me to leave my one and only love of my life. Plus they try to control me still even though they can't anymore.

I wish they would stop doing that to me, I'm my own person and I'm an adult who can make up her own mind and my feelings are my own. They don't need to tell me how to feel or think.

They are starting to hate me for who I have become, I stand up to them when they start bad mouthing my one and only love of my life, they don't like it when I stand up for myself to them, they can't stand my ******* remarks about how I feel and what I think about how they treat me.

I have repeatedly told them where my heart belongs and that I will be with my one and only love of my life whether they like it or not, I don't care if they like it or not it's my life and I'm a big girl who knows what she wants and I'm not scared to fight to keep my one and only love of my life.

My family can either accept my decision or they can kiss my big white behind goodbye, I'm not afraid of kicking them out my life. After all, I did it to my dad who doesn't want anything to do with me anymore.

I have no love lost on my part when it comes to my dad, so I'm hoping that my family will finally accept my decision about my one and only love of my life. And that they would be happy for me because I have a great man who loves me with every fiber of his being and I love him the same way.

We would die for each other, we will fight for each other and when we team up we are an unstoppable and unbreakable pair. We will never stop trying to make my family realize that we belong together and that our love will never ever be stopped or crushed by them or anyone who tries to break us apart.

Once we were forced apart by my family, kept from each other for many years and we always found ourselves brought back to each other by fate. Now we are together and nothing will rip us apart ever again, because we will move heaven and hell to stay together, that's how much our love means to us.

Family be ******, strangers are double ******, exesaaree tripled ****** and the law can kiss our ***** because if they try to tear us apart we will hunt them down and blow them away to nothingness, and we won't even blink twice when we do blow them away with our rage. We are what some people would call 'Soulmates,' to others we could be called crazy people. Hell we even can be called the dynamic duo, we're Joker and Harley Quinn our love is eternal, and it can't be stopped or destroyed by anybody. By: Vera Rice!