I dwell in loneliness as my heart feels its pains of brokenness,
a place for forgiveness, so the light can shine bright in my life where I no longer get lost in the dark. my heart has been bleeding for a very long time, this really has messed with my mind. where old paranoia plays its games - night and day in this living nightmare leaving me in fear because I can still feel him standing near. In this word of my brokenness as these pains left me in a world of ash gray whereas heavy clouds keep hovering over me bring down thunderstorms.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery