Two long and narrow roads branched off in the middle of a thick dense forest and I desired to walk and travel both. Being one sole entity so earnest but a believer in the concept of duality I gazed on them as far as I could behold to where they vanished into infinity. I looked at one of that which did branch It did appear barren; more dry, desolate and looked lonelier than the other which was much more fertile and green and appeared more frequently used. The road that was surrounded by green on both sides was well worn and had inns and motels to rest on with smiling and beckoning irresistible women with wine and gourmet both tantalizingly sublime. The wicked and evil side within me decided to set out on the journey and travel on the outwardly green and beaten path, while the sweet good angel within me did not bother to opt or chose the dry and desolate road of good For the good within me, the road did not matter; nor the lack of food It was only the way or the intent so to say With which one traveled that did. While the bad within me was attracted by the sights and the lights as well as sounds of the evil road. I was curious to find out and come to know the destinations of the winding road and decided to share my entire time between traveling with the bad side of me and the good side of me; both equally shared. I decided not to be biased or judgmental about either of my two sides. I decided to share my life equally with both the sides of me. I then called upon my good and bad side and asked them with whom I should travel first. While the bad wanted me to start the journey with him, the good couldn’t care less and was the least bit bothered. Perceiving my dilemma the good told me, “my friend and master, you will need youth on your side if you are to bear the rigor and hardships of the road that has been provided for you to experience the journey”. But the bad would not accept his argument. The bad wanted me to give it a chance to first satisfy itself fully and since the good was not too particular I allowed myself to be swayed by the bad.
Now I am beaten and worn And I have learn’t the perils of the bad I’m so tired and my muscles are torn It really makes me so sad That I didn’t give the good road the chance It deserved to be my priority I just wanted a ***** dance And pamper all of my vanity. Now though I wish to walk the road of goodness I find that am physically weary and unfit I have become so used to the luxury of the badness That for the road of goodness I’m now a misfit While the good side of me Contemptuously says, “I told you so” For the bad has managed to not let me be And now its time to leave my body and go…
This is something I worked on which did not come out the way I wanted. Not interested in rewriting it several times and being one who believes in the spontaneity of creativity, I am posting this here though it is not what you would really appreciate.