Lying in the dark she thinks of where it went wrong,
She cries until 3 am,
Letting the inner demons play in her head.
She thinks the world is a lie, she thinks of the day where she can finally die.
But what she doesn't know is that the world is mesmerized by her beauty..
Where without her the world would be missing a bright star....


-Dear Alana,
You mean the world to me and without you I wouldn't know what to do. I know that's the most cliche line ever but it's completely true. Although distance is between us you're still family to me and I'll do what I can to make sure you're okay.
So much has happened to you with no answers given and I know it's hard but I promise you it'll be okay and someday you'll realize that sometimes having no answer IS the answer.
Sometimes it just happens, life throws an unexpected card down and you're suppose to deal with it.
People don't give you a handbook on how to deal with it, but I know you can handle this with the most grace you have. You're the strongest, most caring person in the world, and no matter what I know you can get through this. I love you..
-D.