Sitting in the dark with the screams of demons all around me. This is my life, my day to day struggle.. I might smile, I might laugh, but inside I am empty my heart is broke into a million pieces and can never be fixed..I look over my shoulder to see the devil smiling at me.. my mind is tourtered with the visions of fire and brimstone..as I sit here in silence my voices touture me with the taunts and the disbelief of my life..I open the bottle of pills and pour them in my hand, i reach for my drink and put them in my mouth and soon I'll be asleep.. I drift away to warmth I'm finally free...
On this day 5 years ago I was in a really dark place. The thoughts of ending my life was my only thoughts. I eventually got to a better place and when I look back at how scary that was I just canβt believe I was to that point. Never give up problems are temporary and suicide is forever.