I never have a favorite song of my own
A song that might have significance for their own reason
Instead I'd play randomly or just think about the season


I never have a stars to look up in the sky
Maybe because they weren't that mesmerizing in my eyes
Little dots up above twinkling their lights
They are all the same and nothing that catches me inside

I've never wrote a poem
Maybe I did but just lost it
The fire didn't survive
Or maybe I can't even find a subject to start with

I never have those things
Not until I knew you
You gave me something to listen to
You drag me out of my shell and dream for the sky
You ignited the fire
And now...
Here you are the subject I've been waiting- i finally found

You watered those plants inside
You make the flowers bloom and have invited butterflies to where they can reside

You make it all possible
In my eyes it was a fairytale
A fairytale that I enjoyed but didn't really happen

You gave me a song to play
I got lost in the middle
Or maybe I let myself get lost cause I know how the last verse might hurt

You make me fall for the stars
Your light that I thought shines just for me
Didn't really know how they just appear to accompany the moon
Then leave when the sun starts to shine through

You make me write a poem
To which I drafted in my head to be like beauty and the beast
Impossible pair yet ends so magical unlike the rest
In reality it seems like Romeo and Juliet
A tragic story, maybe no one died in our very own version
But it feels like November so painful that I wished I could never remember

It seems to be so hopeless
For it's no one's fault but mine
I fantasized it too much
And ended up fall in my own trap

Now that the flowers started to dry
I hope these butterflies could find their way out
For this little heart needs restoration
It might take ages
But surely, it'll comeback to be more like a soldier who just survived a battle