As I walked through the wind Tears soaked into my cheeks Thinking of things we could have been And could have lasted longer than a few weeks As my cheeks stay dry And I no longer cry Because now I know why Why I had to die So that my soul could fly And be freed from this torture called "life" Now on hatred I feed And I thrive on struggle and strife So as I lie dead And you are confused and mad Off your hatred I am fed When the razor ripped my skin I already knew I would live again In death I see the truth Loving you was a sin My body rests under earth and rocks My soul sits in hell and talks And chats with the devil Told him to curse your soul And the very earth on which it walks So now your life is in ruin And it's a living hell And when you're released from your shell And rescued from your cell My spirit will rise Just to haunt your "life" And torture your very being To make you envy me And make you wish you were me Wish you could be Just like me Exactly like me Make you beg and plead "Please! Please just **** me!" But I let you live I want to torture you As you tortured me I'll let living eat away at you soul Make you pray for death Then we both get what we want As I take in my breath