How was I supposed to know That things would end like this How was I supposed to know That you would do something like this That I would feel a pain like this Every time you don't speak My heart becomes weak I no longer see the love in your eyes The love I now despise And hate with so much passion The emotions erupt within My mind, body, and soul That rocks my very spirit That chisals at my heart Until you can no longer see it But I need you as mine So I hurt no more So that I really am fine And I really am ok So I no longer have to lie So I can live and not die I can only dream that dream I know it won't happen But I'll tappin' and tappin' On true love's door Until I break it down And demand you by name With a roaring flame Of love and nothing less But I'm too late You have found you "soul mate" I guess this is fate The way its supposed to be So much I love you I guess you don't love me If I could change my ignorence Alter my stupidity I would make me see The way you look at him The way you used to look at me No more you stare Now you just glare I thought the love we had Was special and rare But, again, I was wrong Now I'm stuck singing This sad, sad song With this non-stop ringing And this constant stinging Shreding my very being But I keep you from seeing My pain and my tourment My heart thats broken and bent Pieces are shattered Beaten and battered Standing with this girl flirting Then I see you and him And for a second all is dim With the residue of love But as you pass So does the thought And when it and you are gone I'm back to talking and walking Just sitting and bullshitting You have this new guy And I have my new girl But I still ask why Why you still sigh And reminisce of us And our secrets in the mist I also wish we could go back there So it will be just you and me So I can whisper softly to you I love you , baby.... And you can whisper back to me I love you too.... Love's rendezvous