Curse this heart of steel I hate it's invincibility Joy I can’t feel And I accept pain so willingly I think something’s wrong with me I’m so comfortable with my insanity As I sit in your room And stare into your vanity I catch myself thinking What a perfect life it would be Just you and me Raising a family A little you and a little me Running around playfully Then I fade back to reality As you look at me innocently Your kiss on my forehead Reminds me of things once done And words once said You’re not the first To tell me you love me I say it back Because I fall in love so easily Though I know it will hurt So painfully When you leave me And I’m left crippled, weak, and measly