Hello old friend,

It’s been a while

Once, I knew you well

But I’ve changed since then

Though you look quite the same

Do you remember

Our affair?

When the chill of your touch

Kissed my wrist and I thought about

How your lipstick left a stain on my skin

But it wasn’t lipstick

Was it, old friend?

Do you remember the time

We took a bath together

And my love for you

Was so strong

I nearly died?

But you were trying to **** me,

Weren’t you, old friend?

I let you lead me

To the darkest parts of myself

But you weren’t my friend at all

Were you?

You were my enemy

You wore only silver

And red

But the red was mine

Wasn’t it, my enemy?

I’ll never forget you

But I have tried my best not to remember you

You ruined me, my enemy

You ruined my skin

You ruined the most innocent part of me

Didn't you, my blade?