The light in your eyes is starting to fade away just like night into day Your words cut deep within my heart like a bladed glass I try so hard to keep up a good the front that nothing is wrong But inside my head and my heart is remembering every nasty word You ever said; You are constantly fighting with me who's right and Who's wrong what a said way this is going As soon as I start to feel I can grasp for air You start it up all over again and head to let this pain run Now I have to accept that you are Now long gone with someone new I had enough of the blues The taste of happiness has faded To another place was the silence made Home This feeling that hunts at me I have to scream, I feel the cuts that eat at my soul I hold on to myself looking around our old cold has beaten down the room, I started having visions that captive within myself Feels as if someone pulling the rug out from me Oh I cannot breath Please, someone, help me I fall off my feet onto my face My heart does feel a beat I had been cut too deep I don't want to give up but this is too ruff for me to handle all on my own You left me with all the blames and so much pain that won't go away This is killing me slowly within I'm holding it all in But how much can one person take I try with all my might let it all end Why darkness tries so hard to make it's way end another time at my mind fall over me the cloud of gray When death has taken its course This is not who I'm supposed to be I always try to remain bright in the love of my God, JEHOVAH, But this time my heart holds glimmering dark stones of You and I of all the wrongs Light of a lost souls I must get my feeling back right I call on you my God Jehovah to let me run Free until I have finely found me I am asking You, my God, to help me, please Dust me off from all my sinful ways let me see brighter days to run in the race.