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May 2020
The light in your eyes is starting to fade away
just like night into day
Your words cut deep within
my heart like a bladed glass
I try so hard to keep up a good
the front that nothing is wrong
But inside my head and my heart
is remembering every nasty word
You ever said;
You are constantly fighting with me
who's right and Who's wrong
what a said way this is going  
As soon as I start to feel I can
grasp for air
You start it up all over again
and head to let this pain run
Now I have to accept that you are
Now long gone with someone new
I had enough of the blues
The taste of happiness has faded
To another place was the silence made Home  
This feeling that hunts at me
I have to scream,
I feel the cuts that eat at my soul
I hold on to myself looking around
our old cold has beaten down the room,  
I started having visions
that captive within myself  
Feels as if someone pulling the rug out from me  
Oh I cannot breath  
Please, someone, help me
I fall off my feet onto my face
My heart does feel a beat
I had been cut too deep  
I don't want to give up  
but this is too ruff for me
to handle all on my own  
You left me with all the blames
and so much pain that won't go away
This is killing me slowly within  
I'm holding it all in
But how much can one person take
I try with all my might let it all end
Why darkness tries so hard to make it's
way end another time at my mind
fall over me the cloud of gray
When death has taken its course
This is not who I'm supposed to be  
I always try to remain bright in the love
of my God, JEHOVAH,
But this time my heart holds glimmering
dark stones of You and I of all the wrongs  
Light of a lost souls
I must get my feeling back right
I call on you my God Jehovah
to let me run Free until I have finely found me  
I am asking You, my God, to help me, please
Dust me off from all my sinful ways
let me see brighter days to run in the race.

-Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS
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THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS  54/F/CALIFORNIA
(54/F/CALIFORNIA)   
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