Sometimes at night, I cry for you
I look to the midnight sky
the stars look like shining teardrops
the more I look at them the more
My memories come back to when we were so in love.
Just thinking back makes me smile in my heart, you will always be
the more I think about you I start missing you.
Then I had to ask myself 'why? '
Did you hurt me like you did leave me so wounded of you not knowing what is true and what was lies?
'Why do I love you? '
I think and smile,
Maybe because I know what we once had felt so right
at that time in our lives
You were a very big part of me.
My list could run on for a mile
The whisper of your voice still runs in my mind
The warmth of your love and touch of your hands
your kiss so sweet so true.
So many little things that had said so much to me
We held on to what we called love
We sing to each other even at the clubs
we were so in Love this anyone could see.
The song we have sung to each other
was called your still the one
your eyes just shine within the mine
the deeper we looked within the eyes of each other.
You could see the love we have for one another
Made me love you so much more
The way you support me
Even in my silly  ways
The way that you care for me when I was sick.
Or got out of hand,
You were there for me even when I was blue over you
You showed me such devotion
The way that your kiss
Fills me with desire
how you held me in so much passion.
The way your eyes shine like the stars in the night
when you look at me it felt so right
You act as you were the ''Prince'' and I was your ''Queen''
When you look at me
my world felt so safe at the time when you were still mine.
My love for you was so strong
I was so Lost in you forever in love
so I had thought, Your love was the same for me
Oh how wrong you are to hurt me as you did
My world changed in a heartbeat,
When I had found out your love was so untrue.
I believed in you
I believe what we had was true
The way that I feel When you are by my side
A sense of completeness with an overflowing pride
The dreams that I dream had always involved you.
The possibilities that I could see
The things that we can do and become
but I see our love was only a lies
inside my heart, I weep
inside my soul, I had lost that part of me
You were that very important part of me.

-Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery