Maybe if I rant then I will feel better but I am not sure if I will because Each time I do this I feel as though I should be mad at someone else but it is beginning to feel like I am the problem, either I give too little to someone or I give too much and It seems that too much is really Too Much, But I am tired of half-assing things because I deserve more than half an *** I deserveΒ Β the whole **** thing, except I am also willing to give my *** to nearly anyone who wants it, but I am not sure I even want the s e x or the touch but I think that I just want to feel worthy of something even if I am your Wet Dream or Your midnight fantasy I just want to Be something to you To be something to Anyone, why Is that so Wrong?