tonight the moon is void of course and so am i i'm a mottled crow living in a bell tower messaging in the shadows alive in the hollows "in a dark time the eye begins to see" Rothke wrote ...i'm telegraphing my existence translating oneself here is difficult enough your looking at me but you don't see me your listening but you don't hear me i'm being confused for poetry again who is being played here like a paper kite in the rain? the rain has its own specific gravity its own measure