"completely besotted," that seems like a good fit. i want to look at you, like nobody has looked at you before. every inch of your skin is smooth and it's so strong. like stone. you're aphrodite, in flesh, and in stone. you're absolutely heartbreakingly beautiful. just the sight of you makes me, pulchritudinous. and i am devastated. i am devastated that i can't fall asleep with you, wake up finding you right where i left you.