I came up of words from the deepest hole of my mind Only to notice that these words was not meant for anything I created phrases from the light spotted from my emptiness Only to notice I make the most senseless sentence I made the most diverse stories out of nothing special And to me these stories were astounding than they look I experienced the most priceless and life-threatening travels Yet I never left the place where everything took place I conquered countless inconceivable demons Yet my battles with them was never to the point of end I saw an infinite amount of succubus as I continue Only to realize I was never interested in their bargains I flew around the vast universe continuously Still I never saw where I would belong the best I made a thousand life-defining decisions Then why canβt I see the meaning of my life I received an infinite amount of blessings Then I realize who am I to deserve this grace In the end I have created a number of poems Yet this doesnβt seem to deserving of a title I guess I am not that of an effective writer after all