If only I could spend, this energy thinking of you
Into something productive, and if I only knew

What you were thinking and what you were feeling
I'd be in a place of reconciling and healing.

But I can't understand the kindness, the charm
Like you wanted me, cared for me, and would do me no harm.

Yet all of these signs lead to the same thing,
The ignoring, dismissal and negativity you bring.

Yes I will miss the security, your touch
Seeing your name and your face on my screen oh so much.

But as my favorite quote says and will always read so-
If they come let them come, if they go.... let them go.