I saw you breath
I didn't feel safe
I heard your heartbeat
I felt no security
I watched you sleep
I felt detachment
I wondered why I suddenly felt different
I kept thinking it was you who was changing
But it was me refraining
I was scared to go deeper
You were my hearts keeper
I started trusting in someone else
other than me and myself
And on this night I pushed you away
I don't regret it though
I was content with this being the last lay