I prayed over and over for God to help me
I got lost in what was happening
this beast killed my spirit
shamed my name
and gave me all his blame
for treating me this away
told my friends and families so many lies
that they walked by his side,
they didn't even care I was walking in fear.
I told my religion what was going on
they just looked the other way
was it because I am a woman?
that I didn't have any right to speak
what is he was doing to me?
what he is still doing on the internet
who so many people forget,
Dear God, please set me free
from all my agony that has been put on me.

Judy Emery © 2005
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery