Phosephenes in daylight confuse me to the point of no return, I don't know what it takes to love another person. My friend got an invite to a party but the doppelgΓ€ngers didn't let me in. Forget the effleurage, from now on I'll look after myself. They're sending out carnations, I felt a pinch from the other side. The leaving me mantra begins, would I still be a burden if I died? Selcouth childhood, I don't want to be a bother. I've been keeping secrets, even from my chosen mother. I'm on the usual night shift, black shadows elevate and I'm gone. An actress with a new role, I stand there while they poke their fun. Rage stays hidden, various unhealthy patterns invade my bloodstream. Then bats and devils part their ways to aggravate my self esteem.