I keep trying to push you away, But it's like you won't let me.... I wish that I could just disappear and you would just forget me, Forget me like I never existed, I wish i could block you like a call that's restricted... It's so hard for me to keep my head up at times, I'm just angry and so fed up at times. I feel so ashamed, Guilty for all the times I allowed you to call me out my name. Embarrassed from all the bruises and the scars i have endured. I'm praying and crying for a better tomorrow. But I guess it is what it is, I just hate that it all had to come to this.