I still stand here, though terrified of falling. slight breezes amplify, becoming gusts to the mind; slight sways to tumults, upsets threatening demise. remembering advice of sage and wise - never look down when perched up so high. pretenders will lie, saying heart beats speed, pounding in ear, but fear homes in there. it slows, knows every pulse, a potential push like butterfly tempest to certain death waiting below. fingers freeze, unable to let go anything steady 'till eyes fix to blue sky above. precarious positions feel a lot like love.