The pain is constant and so clear My need for you is masking my fear Fear of losing what could have been For a chance at whirlwind that may be fun My ability to love is great It equals my ability to agitate The night moves closer and I am lost I feel often what love has cost I mask it by being fun and me But truly I wreck everything that I see It’s painful cuz I’ve never known What it’s like to have a home I like the independent Mike But seriously what is there to like A man who can’t give all Isn’t a man at all