Before you came into my life I was working on MYSELF. Letting go of the things I didn’t want and working towards what I did want. I thought I had my goals figured out. Boom 💥 I’m hit with the unexpected, another person I grew feelings for over time. It was fresh it was new and it was needed. Fast forward I’m falling in love ( not wanting to) I’m pregnant and my life has drastically changed emotionally . I’m okay with it... but the change happened so fast I am still playing catch up. Apart of my self growth was learning how to listen to understanding and learning how to put my ego aside and lower my temper. I’m very hot headed and I have a way to go. Please understand I’m very smart and I know my actions and how they affect other people. I’m working on it. I just have to learn to make that adjustment in my attitude before words come out versus after. Once I’ve t’d off then I’m like **** maybe I should have done it another way. But while I’m one track minded and I just want to apologize for how I’ve handled situations when we are talking. There’s a better way to get my point accros but what I say is what I mean it’s just a better way to say it. I’m learning YOU specifically everyday. Each day I learn something new and each day I grow to love something new about you. It’s apart of a relationship. As we go on there will be things I don’t like that you do, it’s normal but I will ALWAYS be able to admit when I’ve fallen short or when I’ve messed up. I do not mind apologizing for my doings. Just understand some situations may take longer than others simply due to I like to fully analyze the situation and where I may have gone wrong or where you have and how it should have been it’s just how I am. Don’t think I’m ignoring the situation or too bighead Ed to communicate. I love you I’m happy with who I’m becoming but you met me in transition and so there are still so pieces being rearranged.