Every eye want to see me cry
they even act as they
would love to see me die
they wobble around
on the sandy ground like snakes
they hold hate in their eyes
I could never let them on my side
walking with me in Life
I show them all
that I am not afraid
to face them at their game
it is like a tidal wave of pains
that will soon go away
it will be a battle I will win
But until then
I will write out my pains
in my own bloodstain Ink
for all to read about me
what makes my heart bleed
comfort comes to me
like rushing water
that moves my emotions
like fireworks to art up the sky
forever Love on my side
but in this world
all I have is the pains
and my own bloodstain Ink.
Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery